Thursday, February 28, 2008

What Dreams my Come

So .... I woke up from a dream this morning crying. I can't remember the last time that happened. (well, I think it happened once the day after Kristy died)

I was talking to Ann and Kristy in my dream and Kristy was telling me about her new life .... but it was superficial stuff. I know in the dream that I knew Kristy had a new life. (maybe this part of the dream came from a book I just read called Elsewhere about a girl who dies and goes to this new place and has a new life .... interesting book) Anyway, then Kristy and I were going to a party for some reason, and saw Shane her old boyfriend, and he and I walked her to a car and she was telling me that I couldn't go with her. I started crying and said, "but you're my best friend" and she told me that she knew that, but she had to go. Then she said that she hears me when I think nice things about her.

Then I woke up, crying.

Anyone a dream interpreter? What do you think it means? Probably just some loose information that was floating around my brain from the book and other places. I guess it does take a long time to grieve a person.

Hmmm .... weird. (just thought I would write it down while it was still fresh so I would remember it)

[update: after talking to Ann this morning, I realize that this is not a totally weird thing .... Ann says that many people who were close to Kristy have been having experiences where they felt like Kristy was with them or something. She thinks Kristy was just trying to tell me she knows how I'm feeling sometimes.]

2 little comments:

emily :) said...

I'm no dream interperter...but perhaps just incentive to Ann today :)

Christia said...

I've totally had dreams about Kristy too. I don't think they're totally random. I love having dreams about her, it makes me feel like she's not too far away, if that makes sense.