41 Weeks Pregnant

1 week late.  Yes, that's right.  7 days PAST my due date.  Needless to say, I'm not thrilled.  I'm starting to think it will never happen on its own.  I can't quite understand WHY this has happened ... maybe to make me so absolutely certain that I would never want to do this again?  It's working, if that's the reason.  I'm feeling VERY done.

So when will she be here?  Who knows.  I have until next Wednesday, and then we'll have to talk about hospital and induction ... 2 words that I didn't want to hear this time.  I'm kind of bummed.  Actually, I'm REALLY bummed.

I see my midwife tomorrow and she said she'd strip my membranes if I wanted her to.  At this point I'll do anything to get Isla out.  I guess we'll see if it works.