Ever have one of "THOSE" days? Most days I am happy, content to do my daily jobs, I don't think about where I am lacking too much, I don't think about the things I am not involved in, I don't dwell on the fact that I feel like I don't have a "life" outside of my little family; I just plug along, trying to do and be better. Then a day comes along, and it's one of "those" days. I feel emotional, I feel inadequate, I feel friendless, I feel tired and I feel worn out.
Today is one of those days. I can not even begin to wonder why it has happened. It started out fine, and then one thing has led to another and I feel like crying. Maybe it's just one of those times I need to "get in a good cry." I don't know.
And now the girls are fighting and I feel like it just adds to the drama of my "one of those days" day.
The sun is shining, I got to attend a lovely Muffins With Mom this morning for Linzi's class, and didn't have to take any of the little ones (thanks to Matt) ... I should be feeling good.
*shrug* I guess everyone is allowed an off day. Today is mine. I think I will go to a movie tonight. Although it's always bitter sweet to go to a movie alone ... yes, I get my much needed "alone" time and I get to see whatever I want ... but on the other hand it reminds me that I have no friends.
*sigh* I suppose life isn't meant to be perfection.
4 weeks ago
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Well, I can totally relate. I did get some "alone" time this week... I went to the grocery store after the boys had gone to bed. It's truly pathetic. I don't have friends either... I wish we lived closer.
Been there 100 times. Hang in there. HUGS!!
I have days like this too where I feel like I have no friends and then I realize it's not true. It's totally not true for you either. In fact, I'd invite myself to go to the movie with you except for Tony and I are headed to the temple. I bet you if you sent out an invite there would be ladies who could and would love to go with you. You are loved more than you know!
I'm with Siri... if only I lived closer... sorry my phones kept dying today. I'm buying new ones tomorrow.
BTW- I don't tell you this nearly enough: I love you so much and think you are amazing. What would I do without you?
I totally understand! I feel like that a lot too! Just tell that little annoying voice to be quiet and that you do have friends and family that love you very much. I wish we were closer, I would go to a movie anytime! BTW - we are still planning on coming up in July! Can't wait!
pretty sure i am having one of "those" weeks!!!
and you do have friends silly. lots of friends!!!
I have these days too. I'm your friend, next time call me I'll go to the movies with you!
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